Puck began to listen to her, this was so confusing to understand. He never had something like this. Of course apart from Shelby but it was under very different circumstances. He looked at her when she pulled him down laying beside her. When she said to talk about Shelby Puck’s eyebrows furrowed again. “i-i” he stopped looking down at his chest where her fingers met his skin. She would make the hurt go away? “she uhm” he said looking down. “i met her at my bar, she walked in and came right over to me” he began feeling the same wallowing emptyness flow back through him when he continue’d. “we hit it off, we had sex, and talked and all this different stuff and..it was great. She moved in, and she would cook, she’d help me with all kinds of things.” he continue’d looking away. “so one day i..i came home with flowers, it was our anniversary or something but when i walked in she was gone. Gone with out so much as a goodbye. She left me there..feeling like i was nothing..like she had planned it all along. Like i was pathetic” he said in a sad voice. “that’s what happened”
Rachel has no idea what to expect. How he feels about any of it. She’d never once heard Shelby talk about him. But she did see this longing in her eyes, maybe it was Noah. Neither of them would ever know. She’d learned a lot about her mother in the few years she’d gotten to known her, one is that she was a woman that was very afraid, of a lot of things. “I’m sorry Noah. No one deserves that. Especially someone like you. You’re perfect and I think she really loved you, but she was afraid. She had no right to hurt you though. She had no right to hide this from you. I’m so sorry that this happened to you. I’ll never be like her. I can promise you that. I-I love you Noah and I wouldn’t ever hurt you on purpose.” Her fingers still play over his chest.
Puck smiled when she pecked his lips and began to moan as he sucked on her tongue. He pulled it into his mouth slowly before letting her pull into him. Her body fit perfectly into his own as though they were meant to. He wrapped his arm around her waist holding her firmly against him as they kissed. Her words were something he wasn’t used too. She wanted to respect him? “i don’t understand” he admitted in a small voice whispering the words into her ear. He didn’t know what she wanted him to do. It was confusing for him. “i want you too” he said in a softer voice kissing up her neck softly.
Rachel pulls back reluctantly and looks him in the eyes, her hands going up to cup his face. “I mean, I don’t want you to think I keep you around just for Lily, or just for this. I really need you here and in my life and I want this, I want us to mean something. I didn’t mean to confuse you Noah. I just, I’m not good with this kind of thing. The last and only relationship I’d ever been in had never been like this and it makes no sense to me.” She pulls him down, just lying beside him. “Tell me about Shelby.” She whispers softly. “If you want. And I’ll make the hurt go away.” Her fingers begin to trace shapes on his chest.
Puck moved into her soft touches wanting to feel more of them. They were soft and gentle something puck wasn’t really used too. “that feel’s nice” he whispered in a soft voice with a more innocent smile. Puck pulled her close against him letting her lie down softly smiling as she continue’d to touch his chest and back gently. He let her tongue into his mouth nipping at it teasingly before sucking on it.
“You are nice and you feel nice.” She says back to him, pecking his lips softly as her hands continue to move. Rachel only stops for a second when he lays her back. He’s half on top of her and she’s never felt better. He kisses her and she moans as he works at her tongue. Her nails dig into his back slightly, carefully, before she lifts herself into him, just to feel their bodies pressed together. Just so she could feel him better. “I want to savor this. I want to savor you and respect you. I want you.”
Puck smiled a little when she began to undress her body teasing him begging for his touch it made his smile turn into a smirk. “ok” he whispered taking his boxers off slowly. He liked that they moved a little slower. Even if he wanted to rip all of her clothes off. He leaned in and kissed her fully pulling her against him. His hands caressing her body gently exploring her skin.
Rachel kisses him back, just moving her mouth with his, after a while, nibbling at his bottom lip and teasing it with her tongue, asking for entrance. She shivers at his touch and her own hands move along his jaw line, neck, shoulders, and then across his back and chest, only to repeat the movement again and again, enjoying the feel of him, enjoying taking her time to feel all of him like this. He felt good.
Puck pulled her against him, Her skin burned his. Like he was doused in lighter fluid and she was the flame. It drove him wild, each touch left him breathless each kiss made his head swim. He moaned when she began to kiss his neck making his hands immediately move to her jeans trying to get them off of her. He wanted her and he wanted her now.
Rachel wiggles away from him a playful smile on her face. She slowly kneels and works the jeans off of her legs, leaving her in only her bra and panties. “Take them off.” She says softly, motioning for his boxers before unclasping the hook of her bra and letting it fall to the bed. She wanted him but wanted to admire him and take her time. She didn’t want him to think she just wanted him for this. It was more than that.
When she told him she could have him, she told him that she was his. It made him smile a little bit. He didn’t want any other girl, He didn’t want to have mindless sex anymore. Not when he was with her. He wanted to ravish her in touches and kisses kiss every inch of her beautiful skin. He pulled her close against him when she began to undress him and herself. “you have no idea” he said with a small smirk kissing her passionately.
Rachel doesn’t want to rush into this but at the same time she knows she wouldn’t mind if he just pushed her down and made love to her, the way they were both used to. One hand is pressing into the back of his head and the other is wrapped around his bare back. She just focuses on kissing him, only pulling away when she can’t take the burning in her lungs. Rachel only takes a brief breath before kissing along his jaw line, his neck, and down across his chest. He was intoxicating.
Puck leaned in kissing her back, he couldn’t believe that he simply gave in. Told she won, but he really couldn’t help it. She was beautiful and sweet and incredible and right now she was driving him insane. He couldn’t help but give into someone like her. When she turned around puck instantly pulled her against his chest kissing her again. “yes” he breathed out in between kisses. “i want you, i want you now” he whispered breathlessly.
“You can have me, Noah. Anytime you want. I’m yours okay? Only yours.” She didn’t ever want to be with anyone else. They aren’t together but he basically lives there, his things had been brought in, they were always together. Lily called them her parents. Rachel knows that eventually they really will be that even if it takes a long time. She turns in his arms and begins to undress him and then herself. “Tempting?”
Puck looked at her when she began to talk groaning when he saw her hand move down to her leggings moving her hips teasingly against him. “fuck” he groaned pulling her close against him and peppering kisses down her neck. How did she have this kind of hold on him? the way she spoke, the way she moved it drove him wild. “ok you win” he admitted wanting to touch her and kiss her.
The minute he tells her she wins Rachel moves her hand and quickly presses herself against him, turning her head and bringing his head down so she should kiss him deeply. He just had this power over her that made her want to let go and be fun and not how she usually is. She loved him for that. “Do you want me?” She mumbles against his mouth before finally turning so she was facing him directly. “Do you? Even though it’s two in the morning and you said we should sleep?”